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I've received Elisabeth text message on my handphone to tell me that I am coming to Europe to make the medicine, this came as a shocking news to me.
Because back then when I was reading the website of Mummy Wai's, about the making of the earth medicines, I had a very strong urge to make the medicine from the tibetian stone. And I got emotional as I was reading it and a singing mantra rang in my mind as I was reading, so I email Mummy Wai and asked if the medicine will be made in next year while I will be there in Europe in 2010, so that I can take part in it. But the reply came and said no, its going to be made this year instead. :(
So I was sad and I told the trees and nature beings that I am very sorry but I can not go over to Europe to make the medicine as its way too costly for me to afford it. And it was also when I started working for the Singapore arts festive in a gallery so I stopped thinking about this matter.
So when I read Elisabeth's email about the sponsoring of the air-ticket for me, from Elisabeth, Angelika, Mummy Wai, Auntie Britta and Koha Aroha, it was very touched and emotional for me and I was crying when I was reading the email. And then a voice came and said to me, "I dont care how much you feel indebted to whomever, you have to go, you have to do it for mother earth" and that was when I decided to fly out ....
Painting by Ayako about the making of the Tibetian Stone Medicine
I stopped working half-day on 28th for the gallery and immediately went to book the air-ticket and flew out the very next day and there I was in Munich.
At the seminar house when I first saw the tibetian stone as auntie Britta was unwrapping it from the cloth, suddenly, I just got very emotional without knowing why? And I started tearing and crying .... And when the stone was handed to me, I got even more emotional and started crying non-stop. That was when the stone showed me my past live story with this stone.
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Back in that past live, I was one of the guardian of the stone and we were escaping from the monasty with the stone, to bring it to a safe place but on the journey, I was killed ...... So when I realised the link of that past to me, and to see the holy stone once again, it was like a miracle, like I have to have so many good karmas to even see the stone again, and to see all the lives in the stone, the prayers of the tibetians for peace, the monks and the teachers in the stone again. I was like in total shock, in total humbleness and in total surprise and in total gratefulness. It's like how can it be and why is it even possible?
But I was there and I am taking part in making the earth medicine out of the tibetian stone. This was like dead and to be alive again. Like a cycle finally came to an end and that I am back with the stone. There is simply no words for me to describe how I feel then.
And with the singing of the mantra, it was like in total divine love and bliss from heaven to earth. Singing of the mantra while I was making the medicine made me feel like I was pouring the love non-stop into the medicine. Seeing images while making the medicine and having messages telling me that the making of this medicine will help lift away all old stagnant beliefs/systems installed onto the lands so that mother earth can once again breathe and to harmonzied the lands with love so that the future generations know of love among all races, all beings, seen and unseen, living together in harmony just simply fills my heart up.
I cannot thank enough nor have any words at all to express my gratitudes to mother earth and to all the people whom have helped made this trip possible. So I simply say from the bottom of my heart, I truly thank you!
Hugzs ayako ^__^
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